you try to hold onto something that has been over with for a long time. Though you still feel like by miracle things could change. And you listen to all these sad songs and stare at your phone. And then finally you realize that the person your waiting on doesn’t care, and hasn’t for a while. Yeah.. I’m still listening to those songs and checking my phone.
and almost disgusted to read posts from people complaining about what they got for Christmas. My parents could have gotten me a bag of chips and i would have loved it, maybe that’s just me. Or maybe it’s one of those things that come with age. I am just so thankful to know that my parents or whom ever cared enough to even think of me and purchase something. When i was little and my mom would make me lunch’s, i would feel so guilty if i didn’t eat what she made me. I felt bad that she took the time to do that, and expect nothing in return. She would also leave me little notes on my napkins. Besides the point. Merry Christmas.